busy busy busy!

So this morning I woke up fed the kids ate a little myself. Bundled us all up and we headed out for a walk. We all enjoyed ourselves! Then I set off to work with resumes and jobs... I have had some great help getting our resumes done more professionally! I hope this helps I really think it should. Now I also have a huge list of places to apply! I just feel good today! So thank you all for your tips and support!!!!!!

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I have finally come to realize what is/ has been bothering me! Me just me in general. Talking to one of my good friends from high school and I realize I have totally changed who I am. I have lost me. That is my new years resolution... To find me again! I know I am in there I just need to break back out. Even knowing that is a big part of what has been bothering me has began a healing process with some of this termoil inside me. That and to loose about 10 pounds I know it sounds crazy but I need to do it. I hide it well or try to. But its there.

Anyway if anyone has any suggestions or advice on a mother of 2 loosing 10 pounds and reconnecting with herself I would love to hear them!!!! Comment away!

Somedays

You know somedays are just tough! I think today is going to be really tough. For some reason I feel extremely emotional, on top of having about 3.5 hours of sleep due to both children deciding they didn't want or need to sleep. That makes for one cranky mom!

Anyway please remember to keep Jamie in your prayers the path to recovery seems so far off for her. I can only imagine (thank god) how she must feel. I don't beleive I would be strong enough to pull through like she is doing.

Also we are praying that one of us gets into better work. Both of us have applications in somewhere big that are under consideration and have been since November. We pray that something pans out. We could really use a break. Evan's current job has horrid hours with even worse pay. However we are thankful that he has a job.

I just wanted to get all this out there. I hope that everyone has a good Thursday!

Now that my venting is done...

Lets learn some more about us through our favorite pictures from 2008! Enjoy!

Giving mommy kisses!

Just the momma isn't she pretty!?

Jackson and his mohawk!

Awwww to be able to get away with this lol!

Jackson, Momma, and the bunny

Yeah I know I am cool!

Sleepy!!

Sleepy time with Aunt bell!

Jackson and cousin Gabe!

Jackson and mommy!

Renee and Jackson at the science center.

Jackson and Logan... oh how they have grown!

Awww... last one I must say I know his face is messy however sometimes it is easier to let them sleep! I miss the passing out anywhere stage!

I hope everyone enjoyed there little look into our 2008!

Some people are funny

So just a note. I know I am on the young side for 3 kids. But remember the oldest is not mine. I didn't have a child in highschool. That being said, why do people have to be so judgemental. I have not complained about "missing" anything in life. I dont feel that by being a mother I have missed anything. I think that I have gained more from having them. Then anyone who doesnt have kids has gained from going to parties and being out all the time. I however am not saying everyone should have children it is a tough job, but I believe it is a good job for me! I have always wanted to have kids and wouldn't change having them! I believe my kids have provided joy to peoples lives other then just ours. Just saying I love my family just the way it is. So if you feel the need to tell me I am wrong please keep it to yourself. I do not like hearing that my kids are wrong and like any mother I am going to defend them and get my point across and you may not want to hear it. So have a good day all!

Let the fun begin!

Ok so I had so much fun doing yesterday's 2010 photos that I thought today I will post some of my favorites from 2009! Since I just started blogging this will give people a better view at our family and how it has changed! I hope everyone enjoys!

He didn't like it at all. However now it is his favorite vegi!

Just Jack!

Jackson and his chunky monkey.

uh oh you caught me going through my Chicken Grammy's purse....

Mommy, Natalie (in belly!), and Jackson

Jackson and Great Grandpa Russ

Mommy with Natlie in belly!

Jackson and Natalie Christmas!

Natalie the skeleton!

Mommy, Natalie and Jackson during bikey grammy's visit!

Just the baby

Momma and Jackman

Bikey Grammy and the kids

Natalie, Great Grandma Judi and Great Grandpa Ben Cain

Natalie and daddy first feeding!

Mommy holding and seeing Natalie for the first time!!!

Ok there is a small little look into our 2009! I hope you all enjoy and have learned a little bit about my little family!

10 Favorite Pictures of 2010!

This is for you Jamie! <3 

Ok so this one is from 2009 while I was pregnant with Natalie but for some reason I like it.... so shhhhh..

This is Natalie and momma at Caydens 1st bday party!

Jackson and Renee getting Uncle Jake!

Mommy and Daddy at a wedding sharing some sort of secret lol.

So what if Mom has had too much to drink her and papa are having fun!

Mommy, Grammy ( Bikey), and daddy. Again mom is celebrating her birthday so she is allowed to be drinking!

Logan, Natalie ( being a trouble maker and keeping the boys awake!) and Jackson

Little miss Natalie oh so happy!

Aunt Bell in her new clothes we got her for her 3rd birthday! We miss you Aunt Bell!

Easter egg hunting at grandmas!

Jackson, daddy, Natalie, and Cayden, oh yeah and of course mommy feeding the little ones!

And of course our neice Aubrey! We couldnt leave her out even if we havent met her! I know my counting sucks and there are 12 pictures! But one is from 2009 and I couldnt leave the new baby out!